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So...I just found out, that I have til' around December to January 1st of next year to find a new place to live. Unless that changes and the family here lets me stay longer, I'm honestly in trouble because I've been unable to find a new place to go so far, let alone another job in order to save up money for moving, among other things.

I was supposed to know sooner, but the little brother wasn't telling me anything, so I had to find out news from a friend of mine, that talked to him, and got the information from him. Before putting this on Facebook.


(I didn't put anything on Facebook sooner also because I wanted to make sure of how much time I'd have to move, be more calculated and sure on information, before making a post like this and not jumping to any conclusions, etc.)


If anyone in Azusa or California is able to help me, it would be a huge help. I'm more than willing to try and find more work to help with paying rent, cleaning house, anything to help compensate if someone is able to take me in sooner, or during the last month of this year. I don't have THAT much stuff, but I'm also willing to give more of my clothes away and such to help make it less, or money with a sale, etc.


I dont have too much funds left, not enough to cover getting an apartment let alone a security deposit, or even affording any kind of moving uhaul for my stuff/or a vehicle to drive the uhaul with. I cannot afford to move out of state at the moment even if I wanted to, but even then my out of state options are not options I can take atm because something came up to change them. Or risk moving back into a possibly toxic environment which I want to avoid at all costs. (The one I had while living here was toxic enough, and I dont wanna move back into another one.)


I would really appreciate it if its a friend that I know here, I'd rather live with friends or even acquaintances, than risking searching on Craigslist or anything like that for a place to go.

I still need to find work again/hope food stamps doesnt try to fuck me over again like they did this month, even though I've been trying really hard to find a new place to go, and leave here since my room mate/ex passed away.


I've been here a long time, and I dont want to be a burden or somehow trouble the family here with my presence any longer than I have to. If I had found a place sooner, I would've moved sooner, but its been one hell after another.


And now that I know a time limit area of how long I have left to live here and find a new place, it adds even more stress to things. I really dont like asking for help most of the time, both because I dont wanna trouble anyone or make someone worry...But after living here with Jon for so long, after everything I've been put through because of it, shit is still happening to me even after he's gone, because he refused to help me find work or a new place to live, or things he did to make it so I couldnt leave.


I'm stuck here with no place to go right now, and if that doesnt change by December or January, well, I dont know what will happen and I dont wanna find out what could happen, if I could help it. There is a pandemic and riots and all this shit going on happening, I'll still try to sort things out with the family as best I can with my friend's help since he's friends with the family too.


But I just wanted to put this here so you guys could read about my situation and possibly help in any way possible, which would be more than appreciated enough like you wouldnt believe if anyone does. I'm still trying my best to sort this out on my own, like a proper adult, but I am really stuck here, and I dont know how much longer I can stall time into next year, IF I can.

I'm gonna try setting up a paypal, kofi, etc, and I'll keep you guys updated as best I can. It's only August right now, but I wanted to put this post out the moment I found out a time window of how much longer I'd have to stay. I still have a few months left, but I dont wanna wait until the last minute to put up a post like this.


I'm not in IMMEDIATE danger of loosing a home/shelter to stay, but I still have until the beginning of next year if nothing changes, and the family still wants me to leave. Just wish me luck on trying to work things over with the family here, other than that, again, if anyone can help me by taking me in, I mean it, it would be a HUGE help.

I really dont wanna end up on the streets, getting sick or getting covid or worse. If anything changes I'll update this again, but until then, this is all I know for now on how much time I'll have left.


Thankyou guys for reading, if you read all this so far.


~Kiri

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Another year older, and talk about one hell of a year so far. A lot has changed unexpectedly since the beginning of 2020 for everyone, but I'm just trying to do the best I can with all that's happened on my end since the beginning of April. I still wont go too into it yet/I dont remember if I explained or not on what happened and I still dont feel comfortable about saying anything, but I'm just hoping that the year starts improving instead of getting even more worse >< (Because its been one hell of shit show since 2016 in my opinion. RIP David Bowie and Alan Rickman ;w; )

Point is though, a lots happened, and trying to get through it all with a clear head and the best attempt at proper sleep possible >w>;; Anyway, I just wanted to make a new journal, and I wanted to thank everyone for all the BDay wishes so far, including early ones, or any that come later too <333 It really means a lot to me, and I'll try to enjoy today as best I can, hopefully with relaxing at home unless I go to a friend's place or something for a few hours, I dont know yet.

All you guys have an amazing day too though, and stay safe and healthy :D

~Kiri
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The Sound Of Silence - DA StatementSo Eclipse is Coming
SEE MY LATEST JOURNAL ON THIS HERE:

I'd like to organize a proactive event to show DA the possible results of a permanent Eclipse change-over. Instead of deactivating your accounts for good, or indefinitely boycotting the site, I'd like to make a Statement of Silence for those Users against Eclipse. Starting May 1st, I will not be active on Deviantart. I will not submit new deviations, journals or even visit the site for 3 Days time. From 12:00AM CST May 1st to 12:00am May 4th. (3 days) I ask all other Users who wish to keep old Deviantart to join me in this statement of silence. 
Not Only Is Eclipse Difficult to Navigate, It is so close to Plagiarism it isnt funny. How they aren't in a Lawsuit with Artstation is beyond me!
Look at these site comparisons!

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#SoundOfSilenceMovement considering the new forced layout and etc that will be happening by May 2020
 This is a link to the give away contest for 5k DA Points

Apologies for not having updated in a while, since last year, but a lot of things have happened since 2020 started. And not just the whole of the corona virus outbreak that's been literally hounding us since the start in January. (It was in newspapers but not big enough to get anyone's attention at the time.)

As for me...I'm still living at the place I've been since 2008, but as of April this year my room mate died due to not taking better care of his health, and his boyfriend that he had move in some years back moved away back to his old home within the week. Some of my closer friends already know this and the more personal details, but I just wanted to put something on my deviantart here considering how big this is.

I'm as okay as I can be considering how things are at the moment, I'm just continuously looking for work and jobs to apply to, and doing whatever I can chores wise to help support my former room mate's family. Hopefully if I land a job soon, I can help support them with rent, and then save up on the side for myself/eventually move out or etc, depending on how things go from here.

Without my room mate I wouldnt be where I am today, let alone in California. And yeah, things between us started to get really shitty during the past 5-6 years, but...I'm just glad he's not suffering anymore from all the health issues he had. I'm still in a weird emotional feeling mixture of numb/occasional small bouts of emotional venting, but its just going to take a lot of getting used to. Anyway, I'll update again when I can if anything big changes otherwise.

Keep safe, healthy, and remember to do whatever you can to stay clean while everyone's dealing with the lock downs and quarantine D: Hopefully this whole virus mess will end sometime soon this year if we're lucky.

~Kiri

PS. If you're a closer friend/online here and etc, and I've yet to update you more on the situation, its okay to contact me and ask. I realize I might not have covered everyone with everything that's gone on ><;
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I just wanted to make a journal here, wishing everyone a very Merry Christmas, and Happy Holidays, to those of you that are friends of mine, and also my followers <333

I know I've said this before in recent deviations, but I'm still working on Christmas Gifts, some might be done by later today, or it might take around, or til' a little bit after New Years to get them all done. I'm trying not to burn myself out since I finally have an art drive back after so long, but I still wanna get as many as I can done, and scanned/submitted onto here/linked to and sent to who the gifts are for. They're all going to be pencil/paper pieces, not digital. So it could take some time to finish each one, and I'm just trying the best I can x3

Anyway, I hope you all have an amazing Christmas Day, and a Happy New Years, too~

~Kiri
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